Pain

The pain is everywhere in my existence, attacking me in every realm all at once. Physically, mentally, spiritually, if there were ever a time to defeat the monster that I may one day become it would be now. So much pain that no emotion actually describes how I feel, sadness isn't plaguing me but far from happiness am I. A place of nothingness is where I am inside, not here completely but I'm not anywhere else. Maybe some day I'll once again find somewhere that means something but until then I'll wait here for the phone call to pardon me from my execution.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10-24-12