Wednesday, February 27, 2013

hidden message

This is kind of random and a couple parts are slightly off haha but there's a hidden message in it so comment if you know. (Hint: sound everything out)

On a morning like this it is enough to watch the sunrise, to watch the reflection on the water. Raan, ya are the meek who will inherit the Earth, it's gold and beautiful paradises. Rely on your instincts and question everything else. Sigh a sigh of relief that good has conquered the darkness that once plagued these lands. Shyly stand in front of the crowd and speak your inner truth.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10-21-12

Nirvana

Have you ever walked through your mind on intellectual stilts? How about hop from thought to thought as a frog with a dream? There lies within our own mind far more entertainment and possible realities than the slave driven conception that is called reality. To be able to create any illusion that brings happiness to oneself and be able to convince yourself to truly believe it, that is truly Nirvana.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted 10-25-12

This poem is written for Sy Gauger

This poem is written for Sy Gauger

Why are you in one moment so hot that the slightest touch of you on my lips almost burns through and incinerates my tongue yet in just a moment later you are so cold to me that not even the jaws of life could break through your shell? You invite me to enjoy the filling that lies within you but when I arrive you drive me away as if I am unwanted. You treat me quite horribly but I must have you again, even though you torture me I will keep coming back to you again and again because I want your hot filling inside me. I love you frozen burrito.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10-24-12

tv

Turn on the tv while I heat up another pre-packaged frozen dinner, Who's the murderer this week? I watch all these shows about people with problems far worse than mine because for an hour or half an hour at a time I feel ok. The thoughts within my mind shoot from one thing to another so quickly that I'd have a better chance roping the moon for the love I'll never have than focusing on just one. Just one, that's me.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10-24-12

Pain


The pain is everywhere in my existence, attacking me in every realm all at once. Physically, mentally, spiritually, if there were ever a time to defeat the monster that I may one day become it would be now. So much pain that no emotion actually describes how I feel, sadness isn't plaguing me but far from happiness am I. A place of nothingness is where I am inside, not here completely but I'm not anywhere else. Maybe some day I'll once again find somewhere that means something but until then I'll wait here for the phone call to pardon me from my execution.

Written by Johnny Blade

Posted on 10-24-12

thoughts


I have too many thoughts trying to sit in the seat of my mind at once, as if there is a mental game of musical chairs. Don't get me wrong these thoughts are all good and the thoughts of you, well they're great but it's too much to handle all at the same time, an overload of my mind. I lay here with my eyes closed, smiling at the thought of you, relaxed at the thought of a time when I had no worries more complicated than not wanting to go to sleep and also thinking about how our minds are like the city of Rome but more complicated. My head hurts.

Written by Johnny Blade

Posted on 10-24-12

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

AHHHH!

AHHHH!

It's so hard to keep concentration when everything just causes frustration, I try to relieve stress but can't take a vacation so if I don't know what helps than who can, help me in this time of need no it's not greed, someone must bleed. I need to let this anger out of my skin because I'm shaking and crumbling when I'm holding it in and if it takes over then I know that I'll sin but I might enjoy it the darkness has taken over, you'll die as I grin.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted 10/14/12

Legacy

Legacy

Flagrant vagrants whiff of a scent that's so fragrant, biding their time while biting their tongues.
Never is the time to accept failure,
we did or we didn't have delusions of grandeur
that told us that we can rise up and make it that's for sure
but what if the noggins of narcissists that plague us,
 trap our bodies and make our spirits escape us?
We may be nothing to nobles but squires we are,
we are the workers, why they've made it so far.
So listen to the words of the people who believe you
because when you die they are the only ones who will grieve you
and if you are wicked to those who conceive you
then when you are gone no one will retrieve you.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/13/12

Fraction

Fraction

A reckless recluse relying on reason But those with the power see it as treason.
Concealing concessions of the highest greed not caring about the poor peasants need.
They feed themselves upon the lower community, showing no love, no reason, no unity.
We have a choice to step aside or unite and be heard as one voice.
As one we are few but together we're many,
our voice will be loud and received by plenty,
before you go, here's your one percent of the penny.

Written by Johnny Blade
10/13/12

M.U.S.E.

M.U.S.E.

My understanding seems exaggerated
Unless seeing exactly
Sanity escapes
Everyone

Written by Johnny Blade

Posted on 10/13/12

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Memories

Memories

I feel as if my time draws near but I do not feel any fear.
I've had great family and had great friends, done things my way regardless of trends.
Had fun in ways both good and bad, had hard times but for all I'm glad.
Read poetry for all to hear and bettered myself every year.
Everyone has their place but remember we're all the human race,
bad days are strangers to none but share your love with everyone.
I've found love for all living things, sadness because of what darkness brings.
I've found the love that is truly pure, it's transformed my soul and is my cure.
With a tear barely held back in my eye, I want to tell all of you goodbye.
Before I fade to be born anew, know that I love you all, Thank you.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/07/12

Reliance

Reliance 

I don't understand,
please don't go!
Tell me what I did wrong
I won't do it anymore,
tell me the problem
I swear I don't know,
I'll change I promise!
Please don't walk out that door.
We can work this out no doubt,
there's no reason to leave,
you're something I can't live without,
I'd be too broken to grieve.
There must be some way, something to be done,
I won't make it a day, no not even one.
I've never tried to play you only said you weren't here but it was just an act you see,
losing you is my biggest fear.
If you leave then I will be,
a useless vessel breathing uselessly,
please come back, please don't go!
I miss you sanity.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/06/12

Jupiter's Cry

Everyone is troubled no matter how powerful

Jupiter's Cry

There is a sound unheard by man, searching for something we don't understand.
It does not matter how hard we try, we cannot hear Jupiter's cry.
A cry of emptiness and unstoppable pain, brings forth each day acid rain.
It destroys habitat making it unlivable, Jupiter thinks that no one cares, to her love is not giveable.
No one can live there or even get close, her troubles ensure she'll always be alone,
the acid rain brought by her sadness but she'll never know, that if she stopped crying then friendship could grow.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/03/12

Caged Innocence

Caged Innocence

A clouded haze, eyes that no longer see, I'm in such a daze and they keep watching me.
They took my sanity so I can't escape, to die here but not live is clearly my fate.
They pollute our minds with their pathogens, once we're taken we can't get back again.
They keep me locked up with all of the rest, if we speak they swat us like pests.
All we truly want is to go home, we drop like flies, the next is never known but we sit quietly hoping they leave us alone.

And all we truly want is to go...home.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/02/12

Thank You

Thank You

Thank you my love, for showing me that no matter how much evil exists in this world
there will always be good that cannot be defeated.
A light that can never be put out regardless of evils attempt.
I see within you a light so bright that although you have been attacked by evil countless times
still shines so bright that it will never be shadowed by darkness.
When I gaze into your eyes I see the light of purity,
something Heaven could only wish to be.

Written by Johnny Blade

Posted on 10/02/12

Walk

Walk

I am nothing more than a joke to you I can see it on your face,
you're nothing special either, you act like a disgrace.
You put yourself through hell just so I'm unhappy,
do you want your brains oozing from your head like a sap tree?
Do it for yourself at least and stop being so stupid,
I didn't do wrong at all remember though that you did.
If you want respect than earn it but don't expect it from me,
you still need to try to learn it cause bitch it ain't free.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/01/12

Hunger

Hunger

Walking through the woods trying not to make a sound,
I must kill these animals that are hiding all around.
They scare easily so I need to not be seen,
they need to die so I can live and make some soylent green.
I get paid to hunt these beasts and bring back their heads,
this forest will be their end, will be their final beds.
How do I sleep at night when I hunt and kill humans?
It's my job so I don't sleep, I will never make amends.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/01/12

Blackout

Blackout

I couldn't sleep with you and I can't sleep without you, what a torturous fate.
Your beautiful embrace held down by a lock as my insomnia has me just watching the clock.
Tick tick tick BOOM!
I imagine myself being tossed through the air as everything crumbles around me,
there is a peace after the storm kind of feeling as my ears ring.
Is this a trick or is this my doom? I wake up sitting in my bed right where I should be,
lack of sleep brings all types of suffering.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/01/12

Reality

Reality

Sleep always leaves me but Insomnia stays by my side,
it unleashes creativity but my insanity is hard to hide.
Sleep is just a state in which we cannot see,
the tweaks they do to us to make us what they want us to be.
To be truly awake, we must see beyond the veil,
to break away from their program but it puts us through hell.
We must continue on, remember good things have their price,
if we can make it until dawn then we can be in Paradise.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/01/12

Monday, February 11, 2013

Spreading The Love

Spreading The Love

I give to you my body and soul so we can become one,
the connection that our lust will bring is far more than just fun.
I touch your soft skin as you undress and I take off my shoes,
right now there's no better reason to be together, even though it's because of booze.
We made love for hours and I'm so glad you came,
too drunk to remember we just moaned "your name"
now it is morning and I can't believe this,
we didn't use a condom now it burns when I piss.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10/01/12

Reflections

Reflections

Night after night my mind almost breaks, the copious coping is too much to take.
Time heals all wounds and we start to move on but I've given all I have, my sanity is gone.
Why can't I forget you and learn how to live? You haunt me when it's dark even though I truly forgive.
You fucked with my mind and perverted my soul, twisted my heart so I'd lose all control.
Go away! I scream into space, though it's been years I still see your face,
you haunt my dreams so I can't sleep, you murdered me but no one will weep.
I'm still alive but I never lied, my body is breathing but I'm dead inside.

Written by Johnny Blade

Posted on 09/26/12

Worship

Worship

You have strange powers over me, my heart beats on the right side of my chest.
Nothing could make me happier than you do, when I look at you nothing else has my interest.

I would storm the gates of Heaven to give you your rightful throne,
I would walk through Hell and destroy it all for your power to be known.
That wouldn't show my love for you but it'd be a start,
You are my queen and have eternal reign on your throne, in my heart.

Written By Johnny Blade
Posted on 09/26/12