Reality?

Reality?

Please don't leave me, I cannot stand the pain, without you I cannot be, the man you saw as the same. A collective unit, fit perfectly together, at least for a while, until you found better. Leaving me is your choice, but I prefer that you stay, if you leave you take my voice, what will happen I can't say. This isn't the first time we've fought, but it is the worst, happiness and truth is all I sought, now I hide in solitude. If we part then so be it, no hope for humanity, the future I cannot see it, but it's grim because you left me, sanity.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-11-13

Respect

Respect

If you swim with the sharks then you sleep with the fishes, 
you can't be brought back no matter how many prayers and wishes. 
I speak of peace, and of civility, 
if you don't show me the same, I'll hit you with my knee. 
I'll break your arms twice, disable your liver, 
better treat me nice, I am the death bringer. 
Treat me with respect, don't look at me odd, 
I'll break your frickin neck, and make you bow before God.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-11-13

Reptilian Queen

Reptilian Queen

Body of the human form, viper like tongue, 
the leaves worn like a dress were torn, the melody of passion sung. 
She contorted her body slithering around, 
like the song of the siren, like floating above ground. 
A magical experience that lasted for days, 
ecstasy incarnate, a heavenly haze

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-09-13

Achievable

Achievable 

I am the ancient secret, in the dark I am the light, 
I am the wind of change, I am war without the fight. 
I am the peace within your soul, I am the faith you have, 
I am the comfort, I am the right path. I am all these things, that are hard to find, 
with any though happiness it brings, to your heart, soul, and mind.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-05-13

Thirst

Thirst

Never is an easy word, when compared to always, 
a pen mightier than the sword, walking down empty hallways. 
Purgatory of the mind, can't live in the future, trying not to fall behind. 
Only I can save me, I need to have it all, a mind and soul that are free, and a strong body to stand tall. 
I'm tired of fighting for part of my dream, 
I'll give my life away to reach my goals, but they are farther than they seem. 
My body drying like it's done, seems my flesh is dying, can't find a reason to be upset, can you think of one?

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-06-13

Cast Out

Cast Out

This is your world, the land of the human race, 
into this realm I was hurled, from my home in space. 
I see the pain caused by man, it really is a shame, 
to destroy seems the plan, to go kill, and rape, and maim. 
Look down on me all you must, deny what I speak is true, 
I won't follow your ways of mistrust, the devil's breath is inside each of you.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-06-13

Fear

Fear

Nothing you could ever do, can put the fear in me, 
I'm tortured by more powerful than you, we let you live, so our battle continues to be. 
You can cut my flesh down to the bone, you can drown me in a pool, 
you can lock me in the dark alone, no matter what, you'll be the fool. 
I've fought the truest battle, the battle that's within, 
so my soul you cannot rattle, it's protected by the skin.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-06-13

Falling

Falling

Physically feeling better, emotionally falling down, 
I can endure any weather, but within myself I might drown. 
I can't control how I feel, just try to convince myself otherwise, 
not sure what is real, was I fooled by another disguise? 
Laying in bed is mostly when, my thoughts about you race, 
I felt happy but then, you put me in my place. 
Too naive or just too free? 
I once knew all truth, now little can I see. 
It always happens in cycles like this, it will for the rest of my days, 
the ending is not something to miss, I am the one who pays.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-06-13

Hollow

Hollow

I feel so angry, like I just want to scream, 
nothing will soothe me but sleep, I must dive into a dream. 
Try to sleep but can't, now I feel like crying, 
just let me be happy, I'm so tired of trying. 
I feel like you don't care about me, like it's all an act, 
just tell me the truth I don't see, being lied to is not something I wish to reenact. 
I just want to lay down and die, 
nothing else seems worth it, no need to say goodbye, 
my life I wish to forfeit. I have emotions in such a wide range, 
I fake them all because I feel nothing, I guess I'm just strange.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-05-13

Love Hurts

Love Hurts

I've done everything I can for you, to make you feel like a queen, 
to prove my feelings are true, and what I say, I mean. 
I've given everything but the moon, that's beyond my power, 
it's not enough for you so soon, in blood I will shower. 
I tore my heart out, I hold it in my hand, 
I've won this bout, you no longer have command. 
Look at my heart but don't you touch, it's not for people who lie, 
I sold my soul to get away because you're too much, Satan took my pain and now we watch you die.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-06-13

Obliterate

Obliterate

To you my words are pointless, never are they heard, 
yet I'm expected to listen, to every single word. 
You speak of things that matter not, false reasons to be angry, 
blame others for what you haven't got, blind those who can see. 
Destroy your hate, and your fear, before it's too late, 
now is the time the end is near, soon we all meet our fate.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-06-13

Do You Know?

Do You Know?

Do you know what I'm thinking, when I keep my mouth shut? 
When I stare into forever, do you see what I envision? 
When you are around and I barely breathe, do you know my fantasy? 
Do you know I want to kill you? 
Slowly, pain taking over your mind. 
Do you know I wouldn't miss you? 
I'd be happy you had died. 
Before you treat me bad again, my feelings will finally show, 
too stupid to see my rage, you're dead and now, no one will ever know.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 03-05-13

Contemplation

Contemplation 

I lay and I listen, to music that calms me, my eyes no longer glisten, I accept the fate that could be. 

My arm and my chest, are riddled with pain, too hurt to rest, memories play within my brain. 

Things I've done but not explained, to those who need to know, 

I love them all I have exclaimed, but did those feelings show? 

I picture Goku in bed, fighting heart disease, 

"He made it through" runs through my head, and sets my self at ease. 

If I die before I wake, just know I loved you all, 

use your life to try to make, things right before the banshee's call.

Written by Johnny Blade

Posted on 02-27-13

Jack The Tripper

Jack The Tripper

I had a hard time but now it's great, two female roommates, to move in I can't wait. 
Normally it couldn't be, but I have found a way, 
all I had to do you see, is let the landlord think I'm gay. 
I have a friend who lives upstairs, he really is a sight, 
he brings women by the pairs, by making a new life up every night. 
I love to cook, I'll be a great chef I know, if that doesn't work then look, I'll join Katey Sagal for a show.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 02-26-13

New Year

New Year

Things were going great that night, all were having fun, 
then a spirit joined hidden in plain sight, good times were then done. 
I am sorry and I take the blame, for things that seemingly I did, 
though my mistake I feel no shame, my body's where that spirit hid. 
I was taken over by the spirit, that time is the first, 
I've fixed the problem so don't fear it, we've already seen the worst. 
Believe this as nonsense or believe it as truth, 
I know it is quite intense, and that I have no proof. 
Remember not to visit other realms, if you're not prepared, 
it truly overwhelms, and your body can be shared.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 02-26-13

Thank You

Thank You

Thank you my love, for showing me that no matter how much evil exists in this world there will always be good that cannot be defeated. A light that can never be put out regardless of evils attempt. I see within you a light so bright that although you have been attacked by evil countless times still shines so bright that it will never be shadowed by darkness. When I gaze into your eyes I see the light of purity, something Heaven could only wish to be.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 10-02-12

Taken

Taken

I burst into the spiritual realm, it was new and so amazing, 
but I dropped the ball and was overwhelmed, I lost myself in evil's hazing. 
My physical world was ruined by being taken over, no longer do I matter, 
an Irish man with no four leaf clover, worthless flesh with no meaning in its chatter. 
I cannot change the past, or what's been done, 
my body is for my soul only, not mass, I'll never be taken over again, because there can be only one.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 01-04-13

Nothing

Nothing

You made me look like a fool, an egotistical jerk, 
a man with no remorse for anything, so cruel, that for me doesn't work. 
I can't change what you've done to me, but you won't get away, 
I will do what was thought couldn't be, and I will make you pay. 
I will find you in the spiritual realm to take back complete control, I'm through adjusting, 
I'll be the first to destroy a soul, and like what people now think of me because of you, you will become nothing.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 01-04-13

Forgive Me Not

Forgive Me Not

I love you all with no doubt, I was weak, and you payed the price, 
there is no excuse for how I went about, I was used as an evil device. 
I let everyone down with things I would never say, I don't deserve your love, 
I would not act that way, evil wore me like a glove. 
I'll protect you all from the other realms, though I do not deserve another shot, 
how we lost each other overwhelms, I love you, I'm sorry, forgive me not.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 01-04-13

The End

The End

When we lose all hope of what we were fighting for, it can open new windows, but it closes the door. 
Nothing else matters, when you've failed at your goal, some can keep living, but you're never again whole. 
I will soon be at this point, nothing else I can do, I will wither and die, if I can't see you.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 1-02-13

Canvas

Canvas

I paint my canvas with anger and pain, releasing my frustrations is what keeps me sane. 
I release all my fear, my heavy heart, and fallen tear. 
I show my aggression, my brutal fury, today I stand in front of a grand jury. 
I released my hate all over the place, only my canvas, was your face.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 12-23-12

Broken Bottle

Broken Bottle

A see a shadow on the wall, it doesn't mean anything at all, cause it's not mine. 
I know that I've made mistakes before, like when you walked right on out that door, and left me crying. 
Only the best is what I wish for you, only your happiness is true, at least to me. 
I keep you safe forever, one day we will be together, for all times.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 12-23-12

A Cure?

A Cure?

Why? 
The reason I can't see, who? Has ever cared for me. 
Where? In life should I be. 
When? Will I be set free? 
Whom? To I belong. 
How? Long shall I sing this song. 
What? Is right or wrong. 
Have, I known all along? 
One, foot in front of the other. 
Two, people loving each other. 
Three, kids with no mother. 
Four, being raised by their brother. 
One, person is aware. 
Two, people with love to share. 
Three, spread it everywhere, NOW, there's love everywhere.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-24-12

Cipægo

Cipægo

I see the universe, I see all the stars, my soul keeps on driving, all the way to Mars. 
Close your eyes and feel the map in your mind, feel the thing I'm telling you, share knowledge that is mine. 
The spiritual currency is Cipægo, unlock many places so you may go, explore the universe of existence. 
I was given this knowledge while in space, and I brought it back to Earth, the only thing you can't replace, the soul has unlimited worth.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 12-26-12

Progress

Progress

There's no such thing as progress, only change, if you know this then truth is in range. 
Hurry on down the line towards the end, burn the bridges, no fences to mend. 
Always is always forever, never is nothing but none, be true to yourself, live your way until you're done. 
They won't stop when you ask to be left alone, so do what you feel and let your truth be known.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 12-08-12

S.S.

S.S.

I still need you after all this time, I gave my all, how hard I did fall, when I learned that you'd never be mine. 
To know all you want is never going to be, it's too much to handle, it's too much for me. 
Nothing will heal me now that you've gone, it feels like forever, I've lived here too long. 
I will try in another realm, I'll do whatever it takes, I'll spend eternity trying to find you, happiness is what you make. 
I'll be empty until we're together because it's my fate, I live in forever, because that's how long I'll wait.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-26-12

Let Me Die

Let Me Die

I no longer feel I can take this place, I feel too lost, I'm just a lost case. The physical realm is not for me, so let me die, and be set free. I'm living in another world that isn't made for my kind, my soul will go where I'm meant to be, though my flesh will be left behind. We'll meet again in a better time so no need for goodbye, I love you all so please don't cry, just let me die.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-30-12

Finality

Finality 

Everywhere you are is everywhere you've been, don't confuse the now with the then, feel everything and that is called zen. Free yourself to things unknown, for then the truth shall be shown, when the time comes to reap what you've sewn, you'll know the flesh isn't life, and it'll be easier to atone.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-30-12

Hobo Hill

Hobo Hill

A place where society doesn't have control, we live without our minds, we live within our soul. 
No rules of man to say something's wrong, we sit around the fire and we each sing a song. 
Food is never plenty but we get by, we'd rather have barely enough than listen to them lie. 
Hobo Hill we call our little world that's forgotten by man, do you think you can make it when you bring the planet down? We know we can.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-26-12

Prison Of Flesh

Prison Of Flesh

Locked down in this heavy flesh, easier to lift your head than your spirit, 

the truth is blowing in the wind, but no one can hear it. 

I'm waiting for the time when I get set free, stay in this world if you want, this place is not for me. The universe has so much worth, it has pure truth, break the locks and float away, into the existence that will soothe. No more pain or hate or sickness, the spirit is most strong, the body dies while family cries, but the spirit still goes on. I'm waiting for the time when I get set free, stay in this world if you want, this place is not for me.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-26-12

Burning Atmosphere

Burning Atmosphere

They cut down the trees to make the paper to burn, after all that's happened, they still won't learn. 
Harm the things that keep life going, lie about the effects, lie about knowing. 
They make everything synthetically isn't that odd? It's not about helping, they're trying to be God. 
A word that they made to show absolute power, they call themselves such and speed up the final hour. 
Take your money and your greed, tell people what to think and tell them what they need. 
I'll be in another realm before man becomes extinct by their own hand, I'm already gone but all of you are damned.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-12-12

Ravenous Moonshine

Ravenous Moonshine

Everyday I kneel and pray, that I'll be alright, but I become a monster, every single night. The moon has a bright beautiful glow, it makes me want to paint it red, so that my feelings show. I transform into a creature that your dreams could not believe, no wolf in sheep's clothing, my form does not deceive. I have the urge to just attack, it's sad but it's true, I want the moon to drip with blood so I can get my meaning back, my meaning will forever be you.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-26-12

Craffing(Crying & Laughing)

Craffing(Crying & Laughing)

I'm upset with the you that went away, 
I once knew, a different you from a different view but it didn't stay. 
I cry for what we should have had, for what you've given up, 
I laugh at myself for not knowing what you must've been showing, I never got enough. 
I rock back and forth craffing all night long, I was young and you flung, myself into the flames, 
my sanity since has been gone, but I'll always remember your name.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-12-12

Buried Treasure

Buried Treasure

Underneath the ground that man has made, lies a treasure that sadly, will never be paid. 
The Earth has so many gifts and they get buried underneath, the asphalt and concrete kills the ability to breathe,one day these gifts will be gone and every man will pay. What makes you so special that you can pollute our planet? You speak a lot of hot air so maybe you should can it. Let the grass grow and stop causing war, then there will be peace, like never before.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-26-12

You Give Me A Hard Election

You Give Me A Hard Election

I wake up every morning and I know that it's hard, I should go the extra mile but that's a little bit too far. 
I want to get mine and take full command, contribute what you can, you can even lend me a hand. 
I will throw all I have at you, believe it, my campaign hits so hard that you can't even beat it. 
Now the people will make their selection, I must say opponent, you give me a hard election.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-26-12

Placating Platypus

Placating Platypus 

The platypus played politely in the park, he had fun all day but had to be home before dark. 
Someone asked to play with his Platypus Paddle, he wanted to say no but didn't want a battle. 
He handed over his toy, hoping it wouldn't take too long, it was almost dark and he should have already been gone. 
He finally left but it was dark when he got home, his mother yelled and he just went up to his room to be alone. He would've explained why he was late, but his mom quit yelling so he decided to wait.


Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-26-12

G.E.D.(Going Everywhere Dammit)

G.E.D.(Going Everywhere Dammit)

I'm here for now but soon will leave, to another realm. I have all I need, I'm truly at the helm. I have a human form so I'm visiting the Earth, I go to places in the spiritual realms, if you haven't been there then the words have no worth. It's not a vacation because you don't plan it, but to be everywhere at anytime, I'm going everywhere dammit.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-25-12

1967

 ‎1967

Trapped in the pavement, locked in the basement. Live in your doll ways, fake in all ways as you sew shut your eyes, can't see past the lies. I'm just walking down the track, been to paradise and I wanna get back, you know I've seen things that'd drive you outta your mind, good thing I've left all the ideas of man behind. Can you hear the sweet sound? The silent sound of perfection, I hear it and see it in my self, cause I just can't keep the connection. Things that free ourselves, and never tells us what to do, is only found within our soul, just look at your own reflection.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-25-12

Untitled 3

I'm scratching peace symbols on your tombstone, so you can be eternally at peace,
once you have that, the love can pour in with ease.
You're receptive to all or receptive to none,
life isn't a game about who lost and who won.
Believe in yourself and all you can do,
but if you have fear then no truth can come through.
Don't limit yourself with words, or you're what you were taught you can be,
close your eyes and open your mind, live in your soul and be, rather than seem to be.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-19-12

Unworldy

I see through your world of flesh and greed, past the wars and blood, past the "Well I'm better than you because this and that" mindset. You see me sitting on the grass in a park but I'm not there, I'm walking through forever with the spirits of the truth in another realm. If you put a tablecloth on a chair does that make that chair a table? No, it's the same way with the flesh man, just because the flesh is somewhere doesn't mean the self that lives within is there.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-14-12

Happiness Ended

I was more of a man in the eyes of the world when I was fifteen, but that was before I met you. I felt some sense of worth in the times before, I had a future, I could open any door. I often hoped that I wouldn't wake up if you wouldn't be there, life is a gift but I started not to care. I don't know why I keep rambling on because nothing will change the truth, I'm a spirit, just a soul and I want out, this flesh feels like being trapped in a phone booth. Love cannot be gained through theft, and now, I have nothing left.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-13-12

Soul Survivor

I died one time and I've never truly recovered, I learned to find comfort in alcohol because it would stay with me. You were what made everything function and everything was perfect because of you. I learned to suppress and repress my emotions so I didn't feel an emptiness inside like my body had a hole blown through it by a cannon of despair. I've learned since then to transfer my never ending, undying, unholy love for you to other things. It worked really great for a while, I felt human again, I felt like I could make it. I no longer feel human and it's not all your fault but I have failed in erasing the memory of you from my being. I've lived many different lives but at the end of everyone your ghost haunts me, bringing me a feeling beyond any words I know how to try to explain with. I've lived many lives but I've only died once, in that moment "We" became "I" for eternity.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-13-12

Painful Choice

I've known all along you are the one, I kept on going but now I'm done. You were just a stepping stone to a higher plateau of my soul, you opened up a world of truth that I may not have ever known, I almost lost my essence, my soul, to make my love for you known. Through the torment and tears I got a piece of paper and a pen, I felt nothing else mattered so I thought of the ultimate sin. I wrote a contract with the devil to obtain your everlasting love, I thought of what to write so we lived forever, I carefully thought out every word. When I felt it was written beyond misconception I prepared to give my soul for you, to sign it with my blood. I realized that it wasn't fair to take your free will away, I made the right decision not to but I still think of you each day.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-13-12

Crazy

They never did like it when I held my head up high, when I looked people in the eye as they walked by, they told me that was a sure way for me to die. I wonder now if it would have been so simple for me to leave this physical realm, I know now I could float away never coming back but the thought to me then left me overwhelmed. 
As I got older I started going down my own path even though I knew I would feel their wrath, 
but what they did to me was far worse than anything I ever imagined. When I started looking within myself for the questions I needed to know, they left me all alone, inside I felt as cold as snow. The torture of them no longer being with me sent me into all kinds of crazy, I became too busy trying to bring them back that the world started seeing me as lazy. I still feel the void they left as if they took a part of me with them or as if they were actually a part of myself. Maybe I can bring them back but it's been so long I'm sure I'm no longer wanted and that hurts, I can forget them and feel no detrimental pain but I must end my emotions and kill my brain first. If you read this please come back and at least stay briefly, I went towards the truth but I miss you both, you must believe me. I've created other sides of myself but nothing will do, I know you were imaginary but all I want is you.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-12-12

Untitled 2

Expedience leads to excellence especially when exalting exuberance except when accepting failure as inevitable. Exhilarating instances inclusive to oneself, believe the teachings of our physical constraint and your soul is put up on a shelf. Believe beyond belief, close your eyes and you can see, strive to be nothing and just let yourself be. True enlightenment is not taught in any book, you can't see it with your eyes so open your mind and take another look. Stop thinking with the fear and learn to feel with the love, love brings to you the truth and hate covers truth with a glove.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-12-12

Muse Rant

Lets start this rant by saying I will not recant, anything I say or feel into this post, 
a muse is a source of inspiration not taught by schools and rules and that's what scares this world the most. 
If we feel something that isn't a part of this physical realm that we are taught is everything then we are "Crazy", "Possessed" or disconnected from "God/reality". 
We are allowed to post any dribble that we see on tv or read in a book 
but anything we find within ourselves is bad and turns us into a "Crook".

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-12-12

Come To The Now

Come To The Now

A lust for blood yours or my own, I just want to feel the pain, if you come across my path, you'll never be seen alive again. You mean nothing to me but a carcass of flesh, I'll kill you to free myself now, isn't that fresh? A body's a prison so death brings freedom to our soul, we cannot be stopped for then we have complete control. If I kill you with intentions good or bad I still save your soul so bow, look into my eyes as you die and I bring you to the now.

Written by Johnny Blade
Posted on 11-12-12